This song haunts me.

Sweetness and Light - Lush

See my life (I’ve been so tired)
See my self (I’ve been uptight)
See my life (I’ve been so tired)
See my sight (I could disappear)

See with you - - memories fading fast
And with you - it’s never going to last

You are the sweetness in my eyes
You are an apple in disguise

See with you
I never seem to look the other way

Only to stay,
Only to breathe,
Only to see,
That space and light is what I really need

I never wanted to tell lies
You are the sweetness in my eyes

You are the juice I need for life
You are the sweetness in my eyes